Thursday, June 11, 2009
been reflecting on my life for the past year till todae and felt that i miss last year loads... Wanna know y? follow me through a time zone n i'll tell u significant footsteps tat i've walked for the past year... =)
1. Finished my last polytechnic papers in around mid february... [miss those days when I sat outside the LTs doing last minute chionging with my princesses]
2. Joined YF session for the first time in march... [In the days to follow, it left a really big difference in my life... This is my biggest step into buddhism full time as well as another step closer to improving my relationship with my sister... Also via this I've known many people from all walks of life whom I believe has changed my life for the better and will continue to make it better with all their advices.. =) ]
3. Officially graduated from polytechnic and was became a part of the society workforce... =)
4. Did my first community service at Mun Fut Tong (Duno how to spell) and trully enjoyed it... It was the first community service that i did willingly without being forced to do it by the school... =) and it was here that i began to gain deeper understanding with 2 members of my carebears... (one of them is dar dar... and the other is our brother wi)
5. Participated in MY first outdoors vesak celebration @ Orchard in May 2008... Here started the formation of the carebears with a veri simple common interest.. we were interested in cartoons tat we had watched during our childhood and we loved to sing... =) Members of carebears??? starting from chronological age... hehe...
i. Witoyo
ii. Lilis
iii. Eric
iv. Weili
v. Me.....
6. In the subsequent months to come... I've gained alot of knowledge including that of the Dharma, and everything else.. most importantly i began to understand myself more, knowing what i really wanted to do and what i really dislike.. I began to have my own opinions and not a 跟屁虫...
**I love the days when i got together with my carebears and went to the nursing home in rochor almost monthly to entertain them and bring laughter into their mundane life... but ever since last december onwards.. all of us stopped doing so... and Y is htat??? Could it be we were realli very busy with our daily lives that we could not even spare simply just a few hours to bring a smile into their lives? or could we simply just be too inconsistent and were bored of this?? I realli miss those days when we realli did put in jus a effort and time to bring a big big smile to the faces of these old folks... or m i simply being too attached to this happiness of doing good??** I reali miss those days when we jus sit down and sing together just for the joy of it**
5:53 AM
Indecisive...
1. Finished my last polytechnic papers in around mid february... [miss those days when I sat outside the LTs doing last minute chionging with my princesses]
2. Joined YF session for the first time in march... [In the days to follow, it left a really big difference in my life... This is my biggest step into buddhism full time as well as another step closer to improving my relationship with my sister... Also via this I've known many people from all walks of life whom I believe has changed my life for the better and will continue to make it better with all their advices.. =) ]
3. Officially graduated from polytechnic and was became a part of the society workforce... =)
4. Did my first community service at Mun Fut Tong (Duno how to spell) and trully enjoyed it... It was the first community service that i did willingly without being forced to do it by the school... =) and it was here that i began to gain deeper understanding with 2 members of my carebears... (one of them is dar dar... and the other is our brother wi)
5. Participated in MY first outdoors vesak celebration @ Orchard in May 2008... Here started the formation of the carebears with a veri simple common interest.. we were interested in cartoons tat we had watched during our childhood and we loved to sing... =) Members of carebears??? starting from chronological age... hehe...
i. Witoyo
ii. Lilis
iii. Eric
iv. Weili
v. Me.....
6. In the subsequent months to come... I've gained alot of knowledge including that of the Dharma, and everything else.. most importantly i began to understand myself more, knowing what i really wanted to do and what i really dislike.. I began to have my own opinions and not a 跟屁虫...
**I love the days when i got together with my carebears and went to the nursing home in rochor almost monthly to entertain them and bring laughter into their mundane life... but ever since last december onwards.. all of us stopped doing so... and Y is htat??? Could it be we were realli very busy with our daily lives that we could not even spare simply just a few hours to bring a smile into their lives? or could we simply just be too inconsistent and were bored of this?? I realli miss those days when we realli did put in jus a effort and time to bring a big big smile to the faces of these old folks... or m i simply being too attached to this happiness of doing good??** I reali miss those days when we jus sit down and sing together just for the joy of it**
5:53 AM
Indecisive...
Friday, June 05, 2009
i m amazed at how careless and stupid i can get.... I actually enrolled for the wrong course and stupidly paid for it without realising tat it was the wrong course.... SHOOTS!!!
6:07 AM
Indecisive...
6:07 AM
Indecisive...
