Friday, May 26, 2006

yesterdae i was wondering whether i was giving myself un-necessary stress... den i realized that maybe i was given stress more by parents and peers bahz... haha... though my frens din't tell me to study more... but look at my grades and theirs... don't you think i should buck up more?!?!? i mean wat the heck... i'm failing like nobodi's business lorz... crappy... haiz... hope i jia you for this coming exam... wun fail ani papers bahz... =) praying praying praying...

yesterdae also went out with qi, xin and jzn after trying da ugly uniform haha... da inside that blouse quite ugly and short actually... haha... da person actually said she asked da designer and he said its the LATEST fashion?!?!? goodness... wat an ugly fashion... wateva... aniwae... went to kbox... and can u believe it?!?! we had no mood to sing lorz... haiz.... den went eat at cafe cartel... quite furni... ordered two pork ribs and had a $5 voucher.. =) so we decided to use it lorz.. dun waste mahz... den it came!!! 10 scoops of vanilla and chocolate ice-cream + alot of cream and cookies surrounding it... haha but quite yummy... will post da photos later on when i get them from jenna =)...

7:49 PM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

haha... wow... i pro le... haha 2 postings in 1 hour... keke... aniwae... i wanna be a better person from now on... if you love someone remember to be more outright. cos youmight not know wat might happen to him/her the next moment... it takes lots of courage though... but... MUMMY i lurv u loads... PAPA i lurv u loads too!!! SisterS... i lurv you too!!!! *muacks* ^-^

11:02 PM
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todae heard some disturbing news that set me start thinking how fortunate i am although my workpile is getting higher and higher by the day.. jenna's secondary school teacher is suffering from colon cancer and is in the last stage... yesterdae jenna go visit her heard her moaning in pain... think anione who heard it will feel heart broken... haiz... so young yet have to suffer all these... dun think anione could haf fore-seen this sort of things coming to them bahz... so i was thinking... actually i am absolutely rich... not in monetary forms.. but in other aspects of life... hope that teacher would not have to suffer for long bahz... pls let her be allevated from all these horrible sufferings and find happiness in heaven bahz... aniwae... anione who is reading this.... pls treasure your life and go for checkups diligently bahz.. =) may any holy beings or maybe if guardian angels exists... may they be watching over all of us... ^-^

10:46 PM
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haha i'm getting serious mood swings... think is quite common bahz... everione around me is getting mood swings... aniwae... i realized i was not the onli one who was feeling giddy n wanna vomit!!! yay... so i'm normal afterall... peiyan, van, xiuzhen + siti oso deel the same... haha... think is cos not enough sleep bahz... aniwae.. so happi cos my papa come out from hospital le.. keke his operation was a safe one... so HAPPI!!! aniwae happi was also cos yesterdae saw Ali when i was about to leave school... he all of a sudden ask me for my number so i refuse to give him... haha... den he tell me is cos sometimes wanna haf gatherings den contact me larz... so okie i gave him... den he tell me something... muah hahaha... he said now i look prettier le... keke... last time all the names that he called me in sec school are no longer valid le... YAY... he somemroe apologize to me lorz... muah haha... thanx ali... u built up my confidence... =)

1:33 AM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

think i'm seriously in deep shit this time round... duno y... i'm beginning to hate everione lorz... including my beloved classmates... how how how... OMG lorz... i get so damn pissed off by little teeny weeny things now... practically gone crazy le... aniwae.... i hope this crazy strike goes off soon.. or else things are gonna get damn ugly... trust me.. it is not a pretty sight... even peiyan oso noticed i lately got veri bad mood... sorri uhz everibodi esp ppl who do project wif me... didn't provide much help lately... brain blocked bahz... esp eve... maybe i've been too sensitive bahz... but i realli scared she is damn pissed off by my attitude cos i like keep throwing alot of negative feedbacks bout everithing... been of a real wet blanket... think ppl all around me veri ke lian lorz... poor them and also poor me......

8:43 AM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

so pissed off by myself todae lorz... shitty... i blundered through my FpQA presentation and almost died of blaming myself... haha... aniwae... i'm presently multi-tasking a dozen jobs... haha... okie maybe i'm exagerating... but i'm doing my logbook + learning bout stoopid emulsifiers for tomorrow's VIVA... + i'm memorizing ApFS for tomorrow's test too... + i'm typing blog.. + i'm learning bout fruits n vege online + i'm comforting a fren who lost someone dear... sheesh... i think i can become ne zha readi lorz... fen shen shu... keke... anione wanna teach me that skill??? i think i muz realli relax soon or else i will break down n give up everithing including my studies... haiz... HELP!!!!

6:19 AM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

haiz... quite stressed with my present life... i veri ke lian lorz.. my projects all pile around me le lorz.. ARRGH... if i'm on a ship i would haf alreadi sunk to the bottom of the sea lorz... this is how terrible it is... haha... aniwae... after i handed in the Fi project i no longer feel as stressed as i did i the 1st two weeks... that was pure torture... do project without ani info... how terrible can this b??? aniwae... todae cos of my stoopid french tutorial... i didn't get to go marche with my babes... boohooz.. but nvm now studies more important... -_- (trying hard to convince myself that it is the truth..) aniwae... duno y.. i think i PMS bahz... lately veri veri bad tempered... i for no reason start hating everibodi around me... y y y??? i realli realli hope this feeling goes away real soon lor... cos is realli not good lorz.. imagine i all of a sudden turn so hostile to all of my classmates lorz... real SCARY!!! so to anibodi who sees me unhappi pls pls pls... i dun mean it... juz ignore me for the time being bahz.. :( oh ya... and to anibodi i offended... sorri sorri sorri!!!

5:11 AM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

now in school doing FI project..haha... everibodi all in lab... sian lor... teacher instructions all not clear make us all gotta retype out all da thingies... wanna box her liaoz lorz... haiz... busi busi busi... short testi for now... =)

6:39 PM
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Friday, May 05, 2006

haiz.. this week sooooooo busy!!! didn't even haf the time to sleep.... haiz...was rushing stoopid FI project! i think i'm going insane like the rest of my gang... was thinking whether we were giving ourselves too much stress... den realised quite impossible lehz... cos we like play realli hard too lorz... keke... looked forward to school reopen at first... but now... haiz... looking at the amount of projects piling up in front of me... i'm kinda wishing that i never lived... shitty... but i read from my sister's blog that as humans and as a loyal devotee i should be contented with the different types of conditions that we are exposed to at all times... all things happen for a reason.. so i'm assuming that the load of projects dumped on me could lead me to a better future??? pray hard hard bahz... hehe... aniwae... todae had NLS lab den was in the lab discussing wif the gers bout guys..actually the main topic was bout masturbation... can u believe it?!?!? goodness!!! hehe... but quite interesting fact...haha... i learnt that actually all guys will confirm masturbate at least once or twice in their life... is that true??? haha... aniwae... nana made an extremely furni suggestion... she said that if those guys haf wet dreams do they jus wet their bed with the ...... ??? hehe... wierd conversation but hmm somewhat furni... den i jus now ask eric... he say most prob most guys will do tha bahz... haha... opps no offence uh guys... =p but huh... furni convo with eric too... ay babes... u gers realli wanna know eric is it?? one of these daes i convince him to wok towards u gers bahz... haha!!!

8:54 AM
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