Wednesday, January 07, 2009
m in a veri difficult and sticky position.. sobx.
earlier last year when i was still studying in poly, I decided that after i graduated I do not want to continue on with my studies alreadi... shortly after i graduated, I found a job and verbally promised that i would be working there for quite a few years before i leave the company for greener pastures. However, as the days went by... it slowly began to dawn on me that i NEEDED to study in order to be in a better financial position and to do the things that i want to do. Thus i decided in the quarter of last year that i wanted to enrol in a local private university to continue on with my studies...
BUT... now that it is the start of a new year... i am starting to have doubts regarding my decision... with the presence of a new boss over our heads.. think the doctors were planning to leave after the end of this year. which means if i leave in june.. the purpose of training up new staff jus to work for these few months is veri veri wierd. Moreover... the uniform which was tailor made for us is coming at around the end of jan (if the rumour is true) or it could come later... I would only be wearing it for a few months before i leave the company... How bad can i get... Most importantly... I would be breaking my promise to the company that i would stay there for at least 2 years...
Haiz... I jus told my mum about the possibility of me starting my studies in jan 2010 and she seemed veri angry with me... SOBX..
4:35 AM
Indecisive...
earlier last year when i was still studying in poly, I decided that after i graduated I do not want to continue on with my studies alreadi... shortly after i graduated, I found a job and verbally promised that i would be working there for quite a few years before i leave the company for greener pastures. However, as the days went by... it slowly began to dawn on me that i NEEDED to study in order to be in a better financial position and to do the things that i want to do. Thus i decided in the quarter of last year that i wanted to enrol in a local private university to continue on with my studies...
BUT... now that it is the start of a new year... i am starting to have doubts regarding my decision... with the presence of a new boss over our heads.. think the doctors were planning to leave after the end of this year. which means if i leave in june.. the purpose of training up new staff jus to work for these few months is veri veri wierd. Moreover... the uniform which was tailor made for us is coming at around the end of jan (if the rumour is true) or it could come later... I would only be wearing it for a few months before i leave the company... How bad can i get... Most importantly... I would be breaking my promise to the company that i would stay there for at least 2 years...
Haiz... I jus told my mum about the possibility of me starting my studies in jan 2010 and she seemed veri angry with me... SOBX..
4:35 AM
Indecisive...
