Friday, December 08, 2006
think i'm having PMS (pre-menstrual symptoms) i'm having a wide variation of mood swings... it could be due to the various stresses that i had been facng throughout these few weeks i think... but lets tok about todae where the mood swings i experienced were so great even i was so shocked with myself.
lets c... 1stly todae's H&W practical class was supposed to start at 9am... however, the person who was supposed to pass on the msg was UN-successful, few of us totally didn't know it was changed to 10am. so i was quite pissed off because if i knew... i could have slept for an Xtra hour! that precious HOUR... haiz...
den i saw my lousy results... i know i scored the highest for the papers amongst those sitting in my row... but to think i spent my whole dae of MC studying from 8am till 12 midnight and the whole of next dae till 5pm b4 i go for the paper n i merely scored 16/21... how shitty can my results get? i'm damn pissed off with myself...
den there'e the H&W project... haiz... i realli tot it was going to finish very fast cos ppl said onli left the editing part which would definately b veri fast... so... okie... we did the EDITING.... BOY!!! it took me from 11am all the way till 3+ almost 4pm den rose n i finished the report n printed it n bind it... the rest of them had all gone... okie.. rose told me i could leave too if i was in a hurry... but... how can i leave? rose had practically been doing all the stuff herself since day 1... and although the gers had been waiting damn long hours for me to go for lunch... I'M REAL SORRIE... DID NORT MEAN TO MAKE U GERS WAIT FOR NOTHING... but... i realli did nort know the project would end so late.
in the evening after going to the library to study with jenna till bout 6.30pm... we went home... during dinner... i heard the most hurting stuff eva... it happened like this: my mum shifted the sauce to my nephew side of the table and so... when i was reaching for the sauce she asked whether i could reach it... since we were on totally different ends... of course i said NO... n she said... U R JUS JEALOUS I LOVE HIM MORE... YOU ARE ALREADI SO BIG STILL SO JEALOUS... like wat the hell larZ! i realli cannort reach the sauce wat!
so... i was alreadi stopping my tears from flowing... den after dinner... i made peiling help me sign into the school booking system to help me book a project room... n... because there was a serious communication breakdown... i became damn pissed off with poor jenna... haiz... sorrie to peiling and jenna... 1. for making peiling log into the system for nothing... n to jenna for being yelled at for nothing... SORRY SORRY SORRY...
last but nort least... i jus cried finish... but none of my family members know... how "caring"... haiz... Mood Swings!
5:40 AM
Indecisive...
lets c... 1stly todae's H&W practical class was supposed to start at 9am... however, the person who was supposed to pass on the msg was UN-successful, few of us totally didn't know it was changed to 10am. so i was quite pissed off because if i knew... i could have slept for an Xtra hour! that precious HOUR... haiz...
den i saw my lousy results... i know i scored the highest for the papers amongst those sitting in my row... but to think i spent my whole dae of MC studying from 8am till 12 midnight and the whole of next dae till 5pm b4 i go for the paper n i merely scored 16/21... how shitty can my results get? i'm damn pissed off with myself...
den there'e the H&W project... haiz... i realli tot it was going to finish very fast cos ppl said onli left the editing part which would definately b veri fast... so... okie... we did the EDITING.... BOY!!! it took me from 11am all the way till 3+ almost 4pm den rose n i finished the report n printed it n bind it... the rest of them had all gone... okie.. rose told me i could leave too if i was in a hurry... but... how can i leave? rose had practically been doing all the stuff herself since day 1... and although the gers had been waiting damn long hours for me to go for lunch... I'M REAL SORRIE... DID NORT MEAN TO MAKE U GERS WAIT FOR NOTHING... but... i realli did nort know the project would end so late.
in the evening after going to the library to study with jenna till bout 6.30pm... we went home... during dinner... i heard the most hurting stuff eva... it happened like this: my mum shifted the sauce to my nephew side of the table and so... when i was reaching for the sauce she asked whether i could reach it... since we were on totally different ends... of course i said NO... n she said... U R JUS JEALOUS I LOVE HIM MORE... YOU ARE ALREADI SO BIG STILL SO JEALOUS... like wat the hell larZ! i realli cannort reach the sauce wat!
so... i was alreadi stopping my tears from flowing... den after dinner... i made peiling help me sign into the school booking system to help me book a project room... n... because there was a serious communication breakdown... i became damn pissed off with poor jenna... haiz... sorrie to peiling and jenna... 1. for making peiling log into the system for nothing... n to jenna for being yelled at for nothing... SORRY SORRY SORRY...
last but nort least... i jus cried finish... but none of my family members know... how "caring"... haiz... Mood Swings!
5:40 AM
Indecisive...
